I’m so exhausted. And i’m afraid that everything might be falling apart. One moment it was perfect, but now I’m not really sure. I’m not really sure about anything anymore. I’m doing something that I know I’m not supposed to do. I know its completely wrong, but I cannot stop. Its a complete, utter betrayal on his part, but I don’t know. I’m happy though. Its wrong, but I’m happy. I guess as we age, our preferences change, too. Mine did. I don’t know what to do. I’m so confused. Well, I know very well what I’m supposed to do, what I don’t know is if I have the capability to do it. Oh well.
I have to learn what I got, what I’m not, and who I am. Perfect lyrics for me right now.
And honestly, I don’t know who I am anymore. I’m lost.